I have totally been neglecting this blog!

Since I last posted, I quit my job of six years and start a new one making fucktons more money next week! Yay!

You all would be very proud of my interview performance. I repeatedly, yet subtly stressed how important my career is being a "single, childless woman".

Clearly it worked like a charm!

But, my BFF is having issues that I, as a CF person can't relate to, but want to support her though and I need to vent.

She's planning to marry her boyfriend in the near future and for some reason, they want kids.

Well, on a recent visit to her doctor, she was told some disparaging news about her chances of conceiving a healthy baby due to her being diabetic.

She tells her boyfriend this news and asks if he thinks they could be happy in their relationship without children and his response was: "wow, I need time to think about that."

Uhhh what?

And lemme just say that this is a man she moved to another state for. She quit her job and left all of her family and friends here in Arizona to be with him.

But apparently that may not be enough for him. This relationship may be contingent upon whether or not she can reproduce!

Now, since I know how much she loves this guy and how much she gave up for him, I'm trying to be a little less outspoken than I normally am. Truthfully I wanna tell her to leave his bitch ass.

But I've refrained. Only because she is an emotional wreck now.

Instead I've said things like "So, he's implying that you two have to add a whole new person into the equation for this relationship to be worthwhile to him? That doesn't make sense to me."

But what I really want to say is..."WHAT A TYPICAL FUCKING BREEDER ASS MAN. HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU ENOUGH TO PUSH HIS EGO RELATED NEED TO HAVE A CHILD TO THE SIDE WHEN YOU'VE GIVEN UP EVERYTHING FOR HIS SELFISH ASS???"

Ugh I am just disgusted. All of this over something health related which she has no control over. I swear, I will never understand the breeder mind.

How can the love you have for a person take a back seat to an imaginary, unborn child? A child that you can't even say for sure will fulfill you once it's here...a child that may end up being a terrible burden and your biggest regret.

To be willing to give up something that is allegedly "meaningful" for something unknown, untested, and unpredictable simply because you "think" having a kid MIGHT have a positive impact on your life makes no sense to me at all.

That's breeders for ya though.